I stopped caring about my community, my neighbors, and those I serve. I stopped caring today because a once noble profession has become despised, hated, distrusted, and mostly unwanted. I stopped caring today because parents refuse to teach their kids right from wrong and blame us when they are caught breaking the law. Moms hate us in their schools because we frighten them and remind them of the evil that lurks in the world.
All of my friends seem to be getting married and I feel as though I should be considering marriage, too. However, the thought of marrying my boyfriend makes me feel panicky and claustrophobic.
I find myself fantasizing about dating other people. I find my respect for my boyfriend waning. What do I do, Sugar? Thank you for your help. Actually, it feels like hell. My husband loves me, adores me, worships the ground I Hard lives no excuse upon—despite the fact that I am oftentimes distant, morose, and completely repulsed at the idea of having sex with him.
Oh yeah, I also cheated on him. A year and a half ago, a flirtatious dalliance with a co-worker turned into a tumultuous affair that created a shitstorm in my personal life and an aftermath of what seems like irreparable damage. I met my husband almost ten years ago when I was in my early twenties.
We got married after six years of dating because marriage was the next step. There are other issues that have arisen during our marriage: In response to the mounting pressures of our relationship, I began to numb myself to the niggling sense that something was wrong.
All the same, the growing sense of desperation and loneliness kept rising.
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Long story short, after close to eight years of being completely faithful to my husband, I met Mr. He turned my life upside down. There HAD been something missing in my marriage. Of course, my husband was devastated. We tried couples counseling and had a trial separation neither was very helpful.
My husband has so many hopes for us, but unlike a lot of people who describe the fire in their marriage fizzling out after a few years, I can honestly say that there was never any fire between us. I never felt a truly soulful connection was there.
There was never any passion or romance or chemistry—just a scared, confused twenty-two-year-old who was afraid of being alone and decided to stand by the first person who ever stuck around.
All of this is doubly complicated by my affair, which had a few false finishes but finally ended a few months ago. It was just a cheap, unethical rendezvous with someone who had little interest in me beyond the sex. My entire life has been ripped apart by this.
On certain days, I feel strong and resolute; on others, I feel like a selfish, unfeeling cow who is incapable of truly loving someone. In following what I think is my intuition leaving my husbandam I deluding myself and making the affair more significant than it actually was? And how can I possibly bear leaving, when that means I would absolutely break the heart of someone I love so much?
More than anything, I wish I had it in me to learn to accept what happened and accept myself, as well as make sense of the whole mess, but I just keep spinning in that hamster wheel of indecision. There are truly harrowing experiences that your readers share, through you, with us.
Someone shared love with me starting when we were twenty-oneand then he took it away when we were thirty-four. After all these years, I thought we were getting there together. I was ready and excited to dig in and get to know ourselves more deeply and make plans for the future.
I thought my partner was too. And then he left. But even to type that pushes bruises. And I still have a question about your column.
I want to understand you because I think it could help me. Maybe my boyfriend was experiencing something like you did, and I am experiencing something like your ex-husband. Except you were so young; we were approaching middle age. And what was true?
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